Why does it hurt so much , is it my mind , my heart or my ego

Yesterday i analyzed myself a lot , like a lot, I m nice guy I think, I m not jealous of others' success or their girlfriends or their money or anything. I would like to have some things but I m not gonna begrudge anyone of having those things. I am easy to impress , sometimes too easy, certainly too easy to get emotionally involved.

So I have been talking to this girl, its me who is talking, she is this wonderful angel to speak to most of the times and suddenly a very ugly monster. She is a beautiful girl who I would like to marry & she is also a bitch i want to do nothing with. She is wonderful daughter , she is wonderful person with kids but the dark side is too dark.

Anyways it hurt so much 10 hrs drive up to DC in the middle of the night. And 10 hrs back on Sunday night. And she asked me if i would have a problem with her flirting with other guys. i still cannot believe it.

such an angel one day and complete devil another day and i want to go back to the pain. it is so strange.

apple no saints too

Apple.com is fraud website. they cheat on pricing and labelling of products like everyone else. How do they really survive i have no idea.



Hi, my name is Sharon C. Welcome to Apple!
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Sharon C: Good afternoon.
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Sharon C: Would you like help with your shopping?
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You: yes
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Sharon C: Sure
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Sharon C: How may I help you today?
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You: i m looking at the refurbished macbook pro
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You: http://store.apple.com/1-800-MY-APPLE/WebObjects/AppleStore.woa/wa/RSLID?fnode=home/specialdeals/clearance&nplm=FA896LL/A
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You: vs the new one
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You: http://store.apple.com/1-800-MY-APPLE/WebObjects/AppleStore.woa/91474003/wo/8k4K1jiYN8iX2yXWo98289W3GCS/2.?p=0
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Sharon C: I am unable to open your links, however which MacBook Pro refurbished were you considering in terms of configurations?
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You: the refurbished one says original prive Original price: $2,499.00
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You: but there seems to be no conf difference betweeen the new and the refurbished item (infact the harddrive space is more on the new one) , so i m wondering how the original price is labelled so high
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You: on refurb one
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Sharon C: I am really sorry for keeping you waiting, I'll be just another moment.
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You: ok no worries
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Sharon C: The original price on the refurbished model is based on that models original release date.
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Sharon C: Often they may be the fact.
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Sharon C: We do also have some of the previous models available in the clearance section as well. They are reduce priced but never owned.
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You: yeah i do realize but should it be the original current price cause it is misleading in terms of the discounts available , even on the macbook refurbished the price on the new is lot better
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Sharon C: I understand.
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Sharon C: It seems a bit confusing because sometimes prices were higher at one point depending on demand, however now as a refurbished model that is also no longer being manufactured the price is therefore discounted.
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You: ok
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Sharon C: Does that information help you in your decision?
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You: yes it does but it is still very inaccurate pricing thanks thougj
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Sharon C: Would you like me to help you build your cart today or do you want other products as well?
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You: no its fine thanks